Ok so there is this guy that I have talked about before… No lie I’m head over heals for him…
The problem with being head over heals is when you fall and break your neck!Now I don’t know if he is leading me on and full of shit or if he is just as confused as I am. Regardless of that he makes me fucking crazy!
We spend Two great nights together and the entirety of yesterday together. He is sweet charming and well rather cuddly… Ok no complaints here. Hell i was digging it and well i was being ubber sick cute and snuggly myself. He says the nicest things to me over the time I am there. Even a few days before he is being that way over text. So much so that i really did not sleep with either of the pretty guys from the church.
I can never tell if the things he says ate meant or just drunken utterance. He is so often drunk that one just can not tell… More than once he has said something about me moving in. I would not want that, i think it would make us both crazy, but at the same time I can not tell if he meant it when he asked… He tells me he likes me, He tells me he wishes that he could keep me…. We have both admitted we have thought about a relationship. we can see pros and cons. To be honest i don’t know if thats is what i want with him…
Then after several days of making me fall even harder for him, and even deciding I don’t want any other man in my life he becomes an asshole… Be holds me tells me how sexy i am how much he likes me, then into the shower he goes, and comes out an ass. Complains that I send him to many texts, when i remind him he sends just as many he shrugs. He seemed offended when I called him an asshole (which he really is, he is just nice to a few of the people in his life. He is for the most part not an asshole to me). The whole way taking me home i wanted hit him…
He sends me so many mixed signals that I think i need a break from him… i just don’t know if i can. I do really like him, the sweat things are more than the asshole things. I guess in the end i just want to enjoy the good moments….
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
He complains about how much i text and has started texting me right now!!!!
