I am falling head over heals for a wonderful guy…
but this guy seems so far out of my league i don’t get why he wants me… it scares me…. I fear when i am in love not just falling then the novelty of me will wear off…
so here I am… I am Alice, livening in my own wonderland… falling deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole… I wish the falling would stop cuz the world spinning and making me dizzy…
most of all i miss him so much, and I saw him last night, felt his touch and kiss less than 24 hours ago… Made love to him yesterday morning, and text him non-stop! Yet that is just not enough…
Yet i fear the day he is tired of me… oh because someday he will! someday he will see just how much of a screw up I am…. thats why i try to not fall to hard… it may be to late though…
