It is no lie… anyone who knows me knows I am head over heals… discustingly so…
Sometimes though… its best to throw in the hat and give up…
Some people just can not be together…
I was dumb enough to belive in the false hopes… That is my own fault… I should know better than to take a man at face value…
…Sometimes to maintain the feelings… its better to walk away…
Yeah Turkey day…
It’s here…
It reminds me of family… which is sad for me… I can not be with the family I love… But any way…
it is Turkey Day
I have not really been blogging… I have been keeping myself busy…
I got a new job, but I am not that excited about it. It is money at least. I excited that 90% of my holiday shopping is done.
My cat is a bigamist and has another family… I am sure of it… He is gone more than he is here lately and I miss him allot… He has gotten very big! He is 30 pounds of mussel Tom Cat…
Here it is over a year later and I still have the same lover… I still see him often, and I miss him when he is gone… He says he misses me too… Looks like I will get what i want most of all for my birthday… him, naked…
My children will be here for all of the Christmas Holidays and I am very excited over that.
I am madly in love with a bad ass woman too… She is dating my platonic life partner though… Don’t ask… long story…
I am writing when I have time, and reading more… My knee is bothering me allot so I have spent alot of time in bed with books, and chocolates… I love VC Andrews…
I am starting a new book, this has nothing to do with Naomi as well… I have named the main Character Carmilla Grey… I am still bringing her to life though… I am very excited about her too
I made new page of Pics. It is things that make me giggle and grin! Hope it does the same for you!!!!
Enough Said…
Has this weird way of coming back and visit you…
It is how we handle our past and embrace the moment that makes us stronger or weaker…
One can never let the past rule us, we should learn from it, take from it what we can but do not let it dominate the moments we live. Your past is not who you are, it just shapes what you have become.
If you do not like your past, evolve. Shed the past from off your shoulders, and reinvent your NOW. Remember, it is now that matters, for that is what we are faced with.
There is nothing in our past that is so grand that it is worth giving up an eternity of moments for.
There are often things in our past worth holding on to, and those should never be let go of. If we focus too much on that we miss what is going on all around us.
So I am thankful for my past for making me who and what I am. I am thankful for all the good memories my past has given me, and the people who have breached my awareness. I am thankful for those who have inspired me… Yet I am not letting go of the things that make me happy now and inspire me today.
I am told this is a foolish pursuit, that will leave me feeling empty later, but I can not see how following BLISS can ever be foolish…
I do not have the crazy notion that if it feels good go for it but I also will not subject myself to needless stress and pain. I do not put myself were I do not want to be. How can that be so bad? This simple thought has given me a book that I have written, and inspired people around me…
Am I permanently enlighten? Or am I the fool like those who do not get it think that I am? I really do not know.. Nor will I worry about it. For today the sun shines and God blesses me…
Buddhists believe that only when we are free from desire are we ready to achieve bliss.
This find in the found blog just made me giggle and giggle!!!!
Life With Naomi